I wondered about you tonight You see the crickets were singing Lightening bugs gave a merry show An orchestra played Who knew how talented frogs could be You missed it I dont know maybe you dont exist I did dream of you I told you I wanted to go to grad school to be a … Continue reading Are you Ready?
I'm hot and bothered. You have absolutely lost your mind. You're the little mouse who scurries to traps. She trapped you. Ha! You trapped yourself! You opened the door and said, "Come in spawn of satan, why don't you make yourself at home!!! I'm a lonely fool!!!" You feel it but you ignore your feelings! … Continue reading Hot and Bothered
Dear Dear One, The smell of grass. It doesn't remind me of you anymore. I noticed yesterday. The wind blew. Newly cut grass thrown in the breeze. I caught it. It struck me later in such a way that left me sad. The image of a man came to me. He stood under a fiery … Continue reading Invite me to the wedding?
My Love, I'm so sorry for all of the days you will go unnoticed. I look at you and think about your beautiful little face and I wish you would never feel pain. I don't want you to think you are unwanted or abandoned. I know you feel this. I see the torment beginning to … Continue reading My Love
I can't live for him anymore. I am exhausted. When I get to the end of this journey, It will all have been about him. His constant rumination his smell on my skin. I live for him I forget about me. I'd die for him I don't want that. Devious plots he parted ways down the … Continue reading I Date Fear
I am capable of all things. My superior moral complex kicks in. I tell it to sit down. I know I need to let people in. I need to feel them again instead of self-protecting. I want to put myself in his shoes. I'd like to put myself in hers. I used to do that. … Continue reading Shoes too big Shoes too small…
I miss you is the name of the emotion I feel If I may move you further I'd like to incline your ear The crystal took your hand as your eyes widened in the caves I'm not afraid I am not afraid Lovers in the sky, they ignited your imaginative side Sunsets you loved more … Continue reading I Miss You
Take me far from this Rain clinked the roof Cotton fields Cotton fields Cotton fields No one came I loved the one I waited for by the window I told him the whole truth He wasn’t real! You aren’t real!! You aren't real! You never came!! You aren’t here!!! Where are you?!? I looked in … Continue reading Hope Handler
I became yours when your eyes met mine I was yours all this time It wasn’t your face wasn’t your mind Spirit within you so much life So much longing so much soul I became yours where you wanna go Way up high Way down low Baby with you I'll go I'll go Sounds crazy … Continue reading Wait for Me
Existing hurts Body pull me down Joy wheeled distress Arrested chested fueled anxiety Joy wheeled distress Learned helplessness Self-efficacy I risk to be, to be to be me He’s gonna love me teach me everything I didn’t know Listen and speak the words I always think He wont nod his head dismissively He feels where … Continue reading Rock Stars Rise